apologies, little dove, i
meant to let you fly free,
solo, some time ago

but time itself slipped through my fingers!

& so with the gentlest of kisses to your forehead, i found myself running away with the storm, as fast as my legs could carry me.

never knowing if you wanted to follow.

x

Belt it out without predispositions, words weave, through each heartbeat. Faster.

"I would return to you as the stars return to the sky."

Goodbye for now, paralyse.

x.

(i wouldn't come back
if i'd have been jesus
i'm the kind of guy
who leaves the scene
of the crime)

Harbour so much hate.
So much anger.

Fluid, black, anger.
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strains of the reassuring voice i know and love
crackling through a cellular device whose
prime objective is to sauté my skull

4am,

and i lie frozen in cold, cold stinking sheets like
a shy child petrified on stage except the only
audience is the voices in my head

paranoid android!

i mean

i thought about it and came to my senses. then i blew up in a ball of black flames, and pieces of sanity fell to the ends of the earth - too far for me to reach them.

kiss this
kiss that
yeah

live alone lone single

at least,
at least yeah

everyone is hollow

pick me
pick me yeah

everyone is waiting

hit me
hit me yeah

i'm real good at hitting

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