i want a new eljay.

ok so my livejournal wont let anyone comment. and it is really agervating me to the bones. [i dont know if that makes sense but yeah] but me and allen are doing great. im so happy ( Read more... )

i love my rockstar.

id walked a thousand miles to hump him.

there arent any words to explain the feelings i have for him. ilovehim so much. i would take a effin' bullet for him. im his groupy, and we worked everything out. [i hope] we had a great conversation last night, well until he told a little white lie to get off the phone. he told me he was ( Read more... )

my room is officially now pink. :D.
the past two days have been very interesting. i  really dont know why. they just have been. i met this really awesome guy named patch [ben] which to me is mysterious haha. its really kinda funny. he is really awesome.

i want to be with allen. but what is there to do? i dont know if he wants to be with me or not ( Read more... )

( smile fades in the summer )

last night was the craziest thing that has ever happened to me ( Read more... )

( being loved is such a blur )

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