New lj.

virginia_wolf

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My mommy passed away 3 days ago. Memorial's tomorrow.

This is the hardest thing I'll ever have to do.

And I still have nothing to say. I'm relatively sober and it relatively sucks. I like life better when it's not real.

Atleast I have a cute boyfriend. N' Stufff.

I don't know if you know this but I'm a Gangster.

Have you seen me deal?....BREAAAAAADDDD.

some days i question why my brain won't work.
some days i wonder why i live the way i live.
some days i think about why i think the thoughts i think.
some days i dispise the way i miss the ones who don't miss me.
some days i listen to what i have to say.
some days i am the only one.
most days i am the only one.
every day is the same.

nothing has happened. people just die.

First off, my mother's left lung clapsed. She then went in for an operation and found out it is clapsed because the air way is blocked by a tumor. If it is of the same cells that the cervical cancer was than she will have to undergo chemo and radiation again. If it is of a different cell, then I don't know. Probably not as bad, but still chemo and ( Read more... )

I like to pretend I'm happy becuase I know you aren't.

plan.plan.devise.plan.plan.devise

kiss kiss kiss kiss

walk food

kiss kiss kiss

tele

leave abruptly?

I am way too lucky.

i burned my hand pretty badly. and it hurts alot. but not right now cause im all pain killered up.