i thought it was gone... and like a bad storm the clouds formed above my head again. i dont know what i am to do though. ive been clean for a couple weeks now... no aderol or any pills... not even marijuanna... but like.. now that all this shit is resurfacing i feel the need to just overdose. wake up next to no one. answer the phone to no that on ( Read more... )

How You Are In Love
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hey people.. hows it? nothin goin here just tired. woke up today round 1 or 2... had to work today. it suck like everything. nothing really going on in life.. everything is slow and steady. kattie is seemingly getting better... but slowly. me and jess are getting close again. old friend called tonight shockingly yeah. dopis working overnights again ( Read more... )

When was the last time you cried? this morning ( Read more... )

just dont fuck with the people who say they hate you, because they're the people you should love the most...

I think it's snowing outside and i think we might go home earlier. i kinda wanna go home, catch up on some sleep ya know. Amber doesnt want to go home, she seems i dont know. she's great to me but something is just weird. I think im just being paranoid and i know that either way she's still kick ass ( Read more... )

guys, sociology sucks. dont ever take it i promise you it just, i just sucks. who knows but the knomes? i dont know. so yeah, i have started ONE of my four page papers due this week. and yeah i got word from one of the soccer coachs from randolph-macon. i dont know, i want to teach art, but yeah ( Read more... )

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here i am tada! boom so yeah thanks to shoupa-doop for makin me aware that someone on the face of this flat earth still checks this lame ass thing every once and again. so yeah nothin but shit goin on here. too much shit but i hold up well lately. i find running around like a crazed hyped up crack head (not on crack!...yet ::wink::) makes my ( Read more... )

so yeah, alot of shit has gone dwn since the last time i have updated in here. me and dopis are no more, and we hardly talk anymore. lately she has been text messaging me but i just tell her its not such a good idea to do that and she is just like leaving me messages which i guess is no sort of problem. now i dont think i have ever written about ( Read more... )