senior year is almost coming to an end! damn. i 5 friends at my high school. i would have never imagined it to be like this. but i wouldnt change ne thing about it. i can hardly stand talking to people that arent in my close group of friends and im fine with that. i miss jillie, we havent hung out in a while. monday night sleep over soon! durlee is ( Read more... )

im over everyone at this point. except for a selected four. im sad that disneyland didnt work out, but o well. im really happy me and heather are on good terms cause i fuckin love her. i miss jill already. me n mac took a nap together today, and when i woke up she was gone :( my mom has entirely too many christmas decorations. jose takes good care ( Read more... )

this school year is going to be so long ( Read more... )

uhh summer school is becoming toooo much! im so tired of it. and having to lie to ms henderson everyday about being hungover is rediculous. i feel like im doing nothing and all of my friends are having amazing, productive summers. im making up stuff instead of starting something new. i need a job really badly. but i dont know where? suggestions!!! ( Read more... )

so, ive been evaluating my friendships lately. some i realize r wonderful, and some make me sad because theyve ended up so shitty. most of the people i consider to be my bestfriends really arent. i know if i were in compromising situation they wouldnt be there to help. my "bestfriend" is completely out of control with her relationship i want to ( Read more... )

my goodness it is hotttt!

i got new dresses today!!! :)

hmm summer is uneventful so far. i wanna go to the fair!!! who wants to go?? i know i missed out on the last fair trip with all of u, but i really must go. i wanna see my painting of tyler, and eat cotton candy! who can make my dreams come true??

uhh i hate being confused! :(

i wanna get over him.

mmm currently a little bit grounded. but not that sad about it suprisingly.

last night i watched a super good movie called united states of leland!

its almost summer :)

mmm i just heard my little cousin singing you are my sunshine and it made me super sad

im really getting tired with everything. it seems as though everything has lost its spunk besides my friends, and i continue to flake on them. im not too sure why? they are the only ones there that i know i can count on, yet over and over again i choose a party or like a random night instead of them. i love all of you much more then partying, i ( Read more... )