Yes, it even feels to me as if I've dropped off the face of the earth. My life has been a pocket of emptiness for some time now. I think I've reached one of those points where you're supposed to make a life-changing decision and move in an entirely new direction, but I've come across no such forks in the road. I've been idle and still for so long ( Read more... )

My internet time has been severly and drastically cut. My time on the computer is spent researching and/or word processing. Work and school are sucking away my life. I'm very, very far behind on everything, but I've read a bit far back and realize that I haven't missed much in the way of happiness ( Read more... )

It's August, in Texas, and I'm still waking up freezing. My internal thermostat is either broken, or some kind of addict, because as soon as I fall asleep it takes it upon itself to make scarce with the necessary body heat.

*teeth chatter and goosebumps raise on arms* This is utterly ridiculous.

Prodigy is not a part of Yahoo... this does not bode well. *sigh* At least everything seems to be working well, though... so far.

Something weird happened to me as I tried to fall asleep last night/this morning. Whenever I would get on the edge of sleep, right before you dive head first into dreams, it would feel as if I was having a siezure and I would literally shake myself awake. I would see black and white lines vibrating behind my eyes ( Read more... )

I hate Spam. Prodigy has a spam filter but it sometimes causes my mail from Yahoo!Groups to get bounced, which turns off my service... Grr.

I am insane. I have given this statement many times before, but this time it's the truth. I hop about my room, talking to stuffed animals, talking to my television, talking to a CD or two, talking to this, holding conversation with this or that inanimate object. Really interesting and deep ones, too! Conversations that I usually don't have between ( Read more... )

I actually wrote feedback! I'm so horrible about it, but I sent in a few things of feedback today to the authors and it made me all happy when they told me it brightened their day. *grin* I'm all happy now. Maybe this will help me send more in--I feel so bad when I don't review good fiction.

Blueberries are good... so are grapes and green apples. This whole vegetarian thing works out, you know.

Where Have You Been?------- To make a long story short, I got a new job. Nothing exciting. Pays by the hour, not that well either. Had to do some orientation and then training, but that wasn't what kept me not talking on the internet. What kept me from talking on the internet was the fact that it took me half a month to get hired! I had to keep ( Read more... )