so i've wanted to update a couple of times to write some thoughts i'd had. but i didn't. mostly i didn't have the time when i had them in my head. in fact, i think that's the case with all of them ( Read more... )

life is so dynamic. When I posted last I was having a really hard time with life, several aspects of it. As it stands today, those things are still there in my life but not in my face so much, I'm getting back into my routine and my routines comfort me. That's probably one reason why I don't seem ambitious in my pursuits, pursuing change means ( Read more... )

This is not a joyful post. you should not read it if you don't want the raw me ( Read more... )

carpe diem! seize
the day! (but if
you're me, not too
suddenly or that'll
turn out badly too)

Mood: very disappointed
Saw: pretty girl of my affection
Heard: pretty girl of my affection say she's studying bio-engineering
Said: i'm going to ask her out
Felt: really really bummed out
Did: actually attempted small talk with a girl i was interested ( Read more... )

Tuesday, January 31st, 2006 - 23:13:45 MST - yes it's late but what can i say?
Happy Chinese new year to those of you who celebrate ( Read more... )

man, i just missed quite a major assignment at work because i missed the interviews when the guy was doing them. it was for some very major vip clients, i can't say anything more about that than that. the kind of clients who would arrive yesterday afternoon and have already spent over $450,000 by the end of today. and not by buying houses or ( Read more... )

went to work last night and paul (our dispatcher, one of the two who does scheduling) told me that today would be light and he didn't have anything for me, but starting wednesday the season was back and i'd only have my scheduled days off from then on. that means back to the days of not being able to even check email for a week or more at a time, ( Read more... )

ok, i'm too tired to think about this so it'll be a quick update ( Read more... )

it's been a long time since i've posted. and i haven't even been back to read my scribblebox in weeks either. :( bad me ( Read more... )

i'm bad about keeping things synced up. below are the last couple posts from my other journal catching this one up. i'll try to do better from now on. there's stuff there regarding the script i run my other journal on, they won't really make sense in the context of this lj. the link to that is in my userinfo page.

Sunday, July 3rd, 2005 - 16:44:17 ( Read more... )