and the doctor informs me that I will need to be opened up. The baby's actually there. And that the baby & infection is battling eachother. I asked for better medicine but they couldn't give me anything else until they figure out what it is. On top of that, swine flu anyone? Yeah it's spreading like wild so I wouldn't be surprised if I have it ( Read more... )

Mother fucker. I am completely fucking done. Woke up with intense uterus pain again. My next appointment better fucking be a good one because i'm not in the position to be told my infection has got worse. The only thing that keeps my mood remotely lifted is the Cool Kids. True facts ( Read more... )

hello. I'm christina. I am fucked up right now. I also just burned my hand, shaved my dogs head & tried to grab the vein in my wrist. I've got Emily's swine flu so i'm going to puke in about 2 minutes. I talked to Gina, Maralee & my older sister today ( Read more... )

Things are getting so fucking dramatic. I don't want this drama. To add to the stress, I caught what Emily had & my stomach feels like its eating itself alive. If this keeps up i'm for sure going back to the hospital ( Read more... )

I always go to bed expecting to wake up new & fresh in the morning. Which is not the case today. I'm fuming. What the fuck. The past 3 weeks i've been debating reverting back to a fucking teenager & stating my mind. But no, everyone's convinced me I need to keep these lips locked & not say a god damned word. Why? Because i'm 20. But in everyone ( Read more... )

you know, the more you try & move forward, the more you cannot shake that feeling. I guess i'm just not the type of person to fucking work things out that way ( Read more... )

Hey you. I'm brand new. Dontcha just love epiphanies ( Read more... )

Oh how music changes you ( Read more... )

Im going to see Emily is minus 3 hours. SO STOKED ( Read more... )

It is cold. Yessir. I'm shivering through a thermal & blanket. Yikes ( Read more... )