Watching death dealers stumble over cracks in the sidewalk ( Read more... )

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looooooooooooooooong time no update.

moments strangled of sweet exhaled breath
smoke in the sky signals the Exit of this ending
your chest rises and falls with the expectation that it means something
disappointment was always an ugly colour on you.

shining headstones in newly dug earth,
dew on mourning grass.
A bloodless sacrifice

We weave our way through intricate patterns portraying possible endings ( Read more... )

Walking down a concrete waterfall into the deepest
Darkest grey that ever covered a square footage
Step by step through perfect chaos and misery
Light as a feather, poisonous as lead
Everything runs red

This deflated feeling that leaps about my chest
Cuts deeper than the silvery edge that I
slice away at the shame with
My eyes are open wide and inhale the words
My heart cringes to hear
ice cold pain rips through me and i see it coming
but conveniently forget to run
This is me at my most masochisticMy mind entraps me ( Read more... )

Static crackles and snaps like hollow sinew
Rising tension flows across the ground and into my nostrils
You asphyxiate meI secretly condemn myself for looking over my shoulder ( Read more... )

I can see the curling dragon of
smoke
weave his story of smouldering sadness in the midnight sky
Painting perfect pictures, pathetic portraits of
pitiful facial features,
deceptive relfection,
derelict introspection
creates a hazy outline of something twisted and unfamiliar
Stranger to my fingertips, this hardened
stare stares back through me
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living on the edge, so cliche
living by the edge, so cliche
reality looms at me, so cliche
It's hard to find the words to describe something
So apparently apparent
My fingers are acrid with the stink of burning hope
I am aware of sending off the wrong message
But what does it matter
in the long run
Anyways.
What does it ever matterAs I fill this ( Read more... )

if i had more friends i'd throw a party!

woo!

i live for the time when i can feel at home in my own skin.

i am seething inside
scraping at my gut, i am raw
this anger burns me like
acidic fury

i can feel the frustration jumping off of my skin
a static glow that consumes me
Set me on fire
Watch me fade away

A dammed damned river keeps solace at bay
Such indulgent waterflow
She pours salt upon the earth
And nothing will ever grow here, again.