Hey you know the part where life becomes amazing and you are just like "Wow!"

I am in love. It is amazing. I am not afraid. :)

Life needs to be back on track. Here goes nothing. ;)

I was SO excited to come home. It was worth it to see Alicia and Jen and Nikki. Nothing ever turns out the way you would expect. . .I guess it wouldn't be a trip home if my family didn't try to take away my happy ( Read more... )

I got sick from Scott. Tried to ignore it. Now I am sitting in my bed with chapped lips and a wish for my mom to come home and pitty me :D.

You know you do it too. ;)

much love

My question still never got answered.

Much better today.

I am okay with what is said and what is done.

Strive for better times ahead and learn from those behind.

Thanks for the love.

<3

I know I have spent the last semester on this journal with nothing but negativity. I can't apologize for it, though ( Read more... )

I broke on an erg today. It was embarrassing. I cried and left the room and realized I was crying in my shirt when my coach walked out to talk to me ( Read more... )

I came to Seattle because it was the only weekend I didn't have a race and if I was to miss a race, by the time I found out, it was WAY too expensive ( Read more... )

A** Hole.

Dennon and Sayhber used to say that the faces change, but the people don't. We are all clones of someone else, etc. As I grow and learn and fuck up and try and fuck up :) I wonder what kind of person I am. Sometimes I see people and I wonder if I am like them. I want to be the best person I can be---not perfect, I just want to be happy and make ( Read more... )