So ::sigh:: I've been thinking a lot about this one particular guy. I've known him for years, since I was in high school. We talk online all the time. For hours. And on the phone. I have such a good time talking to him. He's sweet and smart and handsome and all that I'm looking for in someone. The bad part is that he lives in NYC, and well, I'm ( Read more... )

hm. so I really don't feel like working right now, and it's only an hour until lunch, soooo here I am ( Read more... )

So I talked to Brian for the first time since we broke up...three months or something. I just can't help but miss having someone around. I was so used to it, and now I don't have anyone, and it sucks. I just wonder sometimes if anyone will ever love me. I want someone to think I'm beautiful and need me around. I s'pose it'll happen one day. I wish ( Read more... )

If you've seen more than 70 of these movies you're a movie freak ( Read more... )

Things happen for a reason. Sometimes you just need to get the negative energy out of my life. I need to move forward, so I need to clean out the things that are holding me back. And while it sucks, and sometimes I just sit alone in my room on Saturday nights..in the end it'll be ok ( Read more... )

Somedays, nothing about you is ok. Today is one of those days. Awesome..

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You don't give a fuck. Why should I?

::screams::

There's so much just inside me...I might explode.

You're a hypocrite, you're rude, you're selfish.

"Oh I'd never want anyone to go thru that!" yet I did...for you...

I'm so used to being used by people, why does it still EAT AWAY AT ME?!

So senate was on Friday. It was such an awesome night. Chad went with me. I loved going with him because he actually got up and danced and had a blast. I danced with the guy that I like, and he kissed me, but that turned into a huge fiasco I'm not going into because most of you who read this already know about it.

I just feel really hurt. Felt. ( Read more... )

So I don't know what's right about this whole Terri Schavio thing. If I was living in a vegetative state, I wouldn't want my family to keep me alive. At the same time, it seems such a harsh way to put an end to things through starvation and dehydration. I mean, does she know what's going on? Can she feel the hunger and the thirst? And it's hard too ( Read more... )