it's been awhile since i have written in here. a lot has happened. Ken and i never get along anymore. I got a new phone and a new number. Nobody really has it except dominc andrew and a few people from work. I really didn't want to give it out cus i don't want anymore drama. I am trying to get rid of it all. little did i know i was getting myself ( Read more... )

yeah so I do live!! A lot has been going on. I turned 20 yesterday although i still don't really look a day over 16. I got my hair done cus i haven't had it done in months. I signed up for school. I start in september. I am going to hesser for an associates in accounting. Hard but well worth it in the end i think. Nothing too new i guess. I don't ( Read more... )

Ha Ha you thought you could break me... I am still standing! You will not have an influence on how my days go anymore! Fuck you for trying to hurt me... Fuck you for trying to hurt Ken... And FUCK YOU for not caring about whether or not you hurt Dominic. I hope one day you fall in love.. I mean head over heels, would do anything for this girl... ( Read more... )

I put up an away message and Jon apparently had a lot more to say. I could not stop laughing... HAHAHAHA!! Read this shit....

Auto response from atadbitDEVLsh: What the hell makes me think you are worth 5 seconds of my time? You are a fucking disgrace to humans... Atleast the rest of us have emotions and don't fuck with people emotionally asshole

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I don't even want to fucking update... EH! I feel like fucking breaking everything in sight. why i let myself be so stupid is beyond me... he isn't worth this. He gets what he wants, and then acts like an asshole. I come running back with "oh, i'm so sorry. i know i was a bitch. forgive me" and then it happens again. How could I be so dumb? I am ( Read more... )

wow today was quite a day. I slept over Dominics house last night. We watched X-men 2 although i swear we watched it last time... Andrew and Dominic said no, so we watched that... Andrew went home and Dominic and I went to bed. I had a lot last night with all the fighting from Ken. I know he means well but that doesn't mean what he is going is ( Read more... )

well, the day started off shitty. i was completely exhausted from another nights worth of bullshit constant texting and calling of everyone. Brian called me but I was half asleep so I didn't answer the phone. Went to work from 830 to 5, half way throug my mom called me at work crying saying the van broke down on her. It's going to cost us a lot of ( Read more... )

No smoking today!! yay me! although it was a rough day at work. omebody called off so I ended up having to stay later. normally i wouldn't mind but i wanted to go home and see Kiely. Eh whatever. I tried to convince Brian not to smoke lol but that was a joke. I gave him shit about the fireworks and he gave me shit about not calling him last night. ( Read more... )

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Things are slowly starting to get better... Fights are minimal but always existant. Fireworks were tonight.. I went with my mom and my niece Kiely. she is the cutest thing in the world. Just her personality... Amazing for a two year old. I think most people who saw me hold her assumed that she was mine.A little weird and yet I find myself envious ( Read more... )