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New Years was not worth my time at all. It should have been spent laying in bed.

new years was sweet. this past three or four days was sweet i guess. saturday bethany and i took a taxi to tsi and then to alex's and got super stoned ( Read more... )

my back hurts like a motherfucker fucked my spine.
i got a sharp pain in my tummy today at work when i was lifting some heavy books.
thats not good at all.
i've also gained about 3-5lbs.
i really wish i knew.

i went and had my blood work done today to find out if i will be having a baby or not. it's so scary and confusing and everything else you would think it is. i threw up this morning. it was pretty nasty. devin and i went to hovan and i threw up in the parking lot on the way there. that was nasty too. this will be a stressful 3-5 business days.

things are going well, i suppose. for some reason my mind hasnt been racing like it was when we were together which is good. and strange. maybe i am stronger than i thought? whatever it is im taking this one day at a time and hoping for the best. whatever happens happens. i spent the night out last night at buckner's house with a bunch of drunk ( Read more... )

so i spent this weekend getting wasted with an old friend and going out and dancing both friday and saturday. it helped. im guessing it did because i havent cried or anything. im glad ashley and i have started hanging out because i would be a total mess right now if it wasnt for her. and i decided im not going to go to the first show at quroborus ( ( Read more... )

so once again i let him do it. devin broke up with me today. yes im miserable yes i just want to sit in my room with some whiskey and cocaine and get fucked up and yes i'll cry for the next month. fuck him. i hope he realizes that he's an asshole for doing this to me again. karma's a total bitch,