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so over all this winter has sucked pretty good i cant say really now that im sitting here and thinking about it that nothing exciting happened at all. I also cant say that im going to miss anything when i leave for the summer or quite possibly for the rest of my life. Its been a real eye opener i know what i want now, how i want to live. ive lost a ( Read more... )

just got the new chemical brothers cd "push the button" i like it, like every cd and song they have put out. i highly suggest downloading the song "surface to air" if you want a taste.

winter has finally hit, i determine this by every year i hit rock bottom and its only during the winter, and last night was winter.

someone went from being cool with my drinking to not cool in like 2 sec. its my life i dont need someone being all mad at me because i made a decision to go to a party and have a good time shit wow grow up.

indestructibly fall

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shane got grumpy so he punched me in the head tonight.
i didnt think he was seriously angry with me until that moment.
he can be really crazy sometimes

hannahs coming this weekend , she makes me happy
by the way i have a new girly, pictures will come soon
you will all approve im sure, nice girl from rockland

im on some kids wireless connection out in the middle of the ocean hahhhahahaha

Fear blew somewhere in the faraway now this fear that had gripped my breathing when i lay in bed at night. Watching the storm window. I just could not put down my telescope anymore and kept imagining my teeth breaking. I was violent dreams where me and the other kids would commit horrible acts and then run away in guilt. I needed to put down my ( Read more... )