if only i could keep every
beautiful memory
perfectly intact.

woo hoo, so my bike is in great shape... and the problem with it not turning on was that the valve was in the off position, i had thought about that, but i didn't think that anyone would touch my bike, and i sure didn't so i was freaking out.  -_- that was super stupid...  damn it haha.  but whatever, it's all good now, i dont think the cost will ( Read more... )

'so they think he's a friendly gay friend'.

LMAO

ok i know i'm gona get hated big time for putting this up, but i found it today and it cracked up for a while. this was a year and a half ago when i went up to the bay. needless to say, i am fucking weird. and yes, this might be subliminal revenge for putting up something embarrassing looking, yeah i bet he knew this would come back to ( Read more... )

http://t1stdayoftherest.blogspot.com/Read more... )

oops so i bought so koji eyetalk (makes double eyelids) and some fake eyelashes online and accidently charged it on my mom's credit card. -_- fuck. but yeah, i used to diss on makeup and fake eyelashes all the time, but i guess if u can't beat em, join em. but i do wish the world was full of absolutely no makeup, no sense of fashion. but since ( Read more... )

and i'm stuck in that remembrance, the confusion. the beautiful delicate salmoney color of those roses, and that transparent vase, causing alarm in our thoughts, no longer hidden or ashamed. and that is the color of vive, pushing forward with that incredible stride, hoping for the worst, fading away. it has never been my fault, always been my ( Read more... )

i was all wrong about everything.

once again.

and with that warm burning taste hitting my lungs,i am free.
his sad eyes no longer stare, blurred by the smoke, obscured by my mind.

he is gone ( Read more... )