it honestly feels like i'm hurling through space with absolutely no end in sight
everything is just sort of whirling past me
i know one of these days i'm going to hit the ground so hard that it's going to break apart everything

normally i'd say that this'll come back to bite me in the ass one day but i have so much faith in me being a bitch that there's no way i'd let someone get away with cheating on me.

if i actually sit down and think about my life i really do have everything a person could ever ask for. a half decent family and to die for friends. lately i've forgotten all of that and gotten myself wrapped up in something i can't unravel. clearly it doesn't matter how badly i want to unravel it, the knot is just too tight. in all reality i just ( Read more... )

i keep getting these random urges to get in my car and drive until i run out of gas and then just stay there. i wish being homeless didn't scare the crap out of me ( Read more... )

i hate throwing up 'til i can't even hold myself up anymore

it's sad, my entire life can be summed up by one band and one band alone ( Read more... )

setting things on fire in the snow provides serious entertainment
i spent more time taking pictures of my breakfast than i did eating it
thrift store camera finds are one of the great pleasures of life


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new years was new years, drunk and ridiculous. i made a few resolutions with all intentions of keeping them this year because i'm really sick of the person i am ( Read more... )

all i need in my life is my friends and my family
for the first time in a long time i don't feel like anything is missing
things are constant and reliable
i know what to expect and who to rely on
also i finally got a new camera
thank you black friday

it's terrible the power i let people have over me