so... my goal for prom was to go with someone that i would have a good time with... needless to say i didnt get that. I went with a racist prick... god i really know how to pick them- but that is ok because i had fun without him

due to a glitch in the aol system... i was forced to create a new sn... it is yourckmysocks

i hate my life and i have really begun to hate myself. High school does weird shit to you. I had come to terms that senior year wasnt going to be great but i wasnt ready for what was to come. it is exponentially worse than i could have ever imagined. what do you do when someone tells you that you are being a selfish bitch and accuses you of ( Read more... )

I have come to realize that it has been a while since i have posted but that is because my life is no longer a total wreck, which i am taking as a good sign. But i feel that i am depriving my devoted readers (all 2 of you) of a good laugh so here is an update. My friends are happy which means that i am happy. School is school, stressful as usual ( Read more... )

Just as i was losing faith in everyone and everything in my life, someone unexpected comes through and makes it all ok. Granted that requires a willingness to talk and listen and a leap of faith, but without that certain someone that would never happen. You learn something new every day... yes, i knew that there were benefits to telling people ( Read more... )

Four years ago there were 4... then one left. I dealt- realized that the other two were far more important. Then one found her penguin, and although she is still here and i love her for it, for the purpose of this conversation she too left. Then there were two, and i learned to deal with that too. But now there is one, only me... and as much as ( Read more... )

The answer is, my friends, that you tell her... because if she is a real friend, which this one is, she will understand. Not only will she understand, but she will care deeply for your feelings regarding the situation. I couldnt ask for a better friend. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

Here is the question: What do you do when you think that one of your best friends is making a big mistake? I am not talking about a small little one, i am talking about a fucking big one that can change everything. Some might say that you should just stand by and let her make her own decisions and be there for her if and when things fall apart, ( Read more... )

SORRY... MY SISTER IS AN IDIOT AND WROTE ON MY LIVE JOURNAL INSTEAD OF HERS... JUST IGNORE HER.

so after the seder we put everything back to where it was. i know it's only 9:00 but i feel really tired. i mean food, family, and prayer can do that to ya. lol. but we took our furniture from outside and put it back inside. 9:06 and i'm still tv free. it's really not that hard. i thought it would be, but i've overcome my television ( Read more... )