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a good film is...
I am absolutely in love with films, they are my life. Well maybe not my life, but they are a big part of it. Lately, it has been pretty hard to find a good one out there especially mainstream ones and big blockbusters. It seems as if no one has any more original ideas. Most of the films and television shows out there are based off of something ( Read more... ) -
"Where [the hell] does the good go?"
Birthday decorations still up. Balloons slowly losing their air and falling back to earth. That is how I feel. I was on such a high for a while, so motivated and excited. Now, well now I feel as if someone pricked me with a pin, and my air is slowly coming out as I fall back to earth. I know that sooner or later I will hit the ground again, ( Read more... ) -
customizing layout
ok this is driving me crazy ( Read more... ) -
It's my Birthday and...
I can cry if I want too! NAh I'm just messing ( Read more... ) -
don't let it get to you
Tomorrow my family is going to celebrate my B-Day (well only my mom, brother, and sister). My actual B-Day is on Monday, which is probably when I'll be celebrating it with my dad. I am definitely not looking forward to seeing my sister because we always fight. She is just so critical of me. Nothing I ever do is good enough for her. She just ( Read more... ) -
prove it
It was so windy here in Rancho over the weekend. I thought I was going to blow away. I didn't though. A tree in my backyard, however, wasn't so lucky. It blew over right outside my window, I was just glad it didn't fall into my room. Last night the wind was horrible and my dog, Molly, got out front. It took forever to catch her and she went ( Read more... ) -
random
Today was a pretty blah day. I cleaned, which very much needed to be done and I got a lot accomplished. I still feel as if everything in my life is coming together and is just beginning. I guess it could be called a fresh start. I feel so good lately since I've stopped being the person that everyone expected me to be and wanted me to be, and just ( Read more... ) -
recovery time: 4 days
Well... I have recovered since the last entry! Sorry for boring everyone with stupid shit. It was just eating me up inside and I needed to get it out, you know that feeling? I felt like I was suffocating and was just so overwhelmed ( Read more... ) -
falling apart
Lately I have been so depressed. Over what? Pretty much everything. I feel like my life is falling apart and being built and just beginning all at the same time. does that even make sense? Who knows? Everything just seems like such a blur. This weekend went by so fast, but each day crept by so slowly. Spending the days at my dad's as he ( Read more... ) -
picture won't upload
Well after several attempts I have given up on trying to upload a pic.