not writing much at the moment..... but im back! will update later..... muah my darlinz!

Your Birthdate: January 30

Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night and i was happy. it seems lately ive had many of these dreams and when i wake i am most upset. is this my hell? my dreams are perfect always. and im happy. and everything i search for when im awake. i find once asleep. what is this??

ah. i am at yet another turning point in my life. so many these past couple years. but anyway. this one brings much joy and promising opportunities. my mom, sister, and i are moving into a 3 bedroom house in Lawrenceville. so exciting. i have a bedroom again! no more couch! ah, it will be bittersweet. im slowing down on the partying. i got a new ( Read more... )

ok. i cant take it anymore, i just can't. i hate all you people who hurt me so much everyday. and dont even know it b'c i would never tell you u hurt me so. i just let is build up inside me, all this overwhelming pain. and now i, i just cant take it anymore. and im not going to. im sittin here with a full bottle of wine contemplating what i should ( Read more... )

my little baby 16 year old sister is in the hospital right now. shes in the fuckin hospital. my joy, my world, my sanity. my sister. my best friend. my life. she cant leave me. i feel so weak. i need to know she'll be alright. but right now no one knows yet. i dont know wht to do, i think im still in shock, but i dont know. all i can do is sit her ( Read more... )

my immortal by: evanescence ( Read more... )

Karma Sign: Aquarius by Astrology.com ( Read more... )

ok, so evanescence fukn rocked my world ( Read more... )

OMFG, ur not going to believe this! my friend calls up and guess what she has to say.... "u got 20 bucks" "yea, why?" cuz Liz got extra tickets to evanescence ( Read more... )

so its 12 noon and im at home :O (for those who dont know i work lunch shift everyday). i havent been feeling well lately. and i soon as i walked in (late, mind you) my boss said go home and get some rest. theyre gonna need me this weekend, i work a double sat aND sun :X ( Read more... )