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so i went to Oasis with ashley and sarah tonight...or usual hang out...and they had met a few guys from last nite...kool..whatever.. i'm game....well the guy that is into sarah has a brother named elvis (yes..thats his real name)...well we were all hanging out smoking and elvis was a bit drunk...me and him were talking and finally i decided to ( Read more... )

so yea...andrew came with me to dinner with the family for graduation tonight...that god..didnt wanna be there alone..but yea...we were talking about him going into the marines (which i really dont want b/c i hate the war and i dont want anything to happen to him considering we just back together and i really care about him),...but anywho...i ( Read more... )

well...to start off...my night was awesome...i had so much fun...hung out with jess and poje for a while then we all went to ashley's about 6 to go to dinner at Eatsa pizza with everyone (me, poje, jess, ash, sara, and katie marshal)...that was hilarious bc jess put poje's have in a shit load of pig tails...and he looked like a freak..more than ( Read more... )

wow...so my life has been pretty nice...wendsday was my 18th bday..that was awesome...other than eating dinner with dad...but Boise saved me from that hell...then we went to the hookah bar with lexy and lizzy...that was great...hanging out with some of my closest friends smoking it up...i loved it...didnt get home till almost 11...thursday ashley, ( Read more... )

well...to start off...on friday nite after work...at about 3am...my friend jessica got her nipples pierced....and hmmm....i got my belly button pierced...wow...shit did it hurt...should have seen the look on my face...jess said it was funny as fucking hell...but yea..still can believe i got that done...then saturday nite i went bowling with a bunch ( Read more... )

yea...so she got her test results back yesterday....she needs surgery...she has nerve damage in her back and 2 discs fused together to do that damage and they need to remove those discs...and because of the those discs it cut off blood flow to one of her kidneys...so part of it must be removed...i know its not the worst than could have happened... ( Read more... )

yea...every one seems to be getting pissy with me...my teachers...my friends...my mother..i just cant take it anymore...ppl are getting pissed b/c i dont talk to them about certain things when i dont really tell anyone about it....and then bake is getting pissed b/c of my job...whatever...cant you guys ever give it a fucking rest?!?! dont pull a ( Read more... )

so yea...i dont know...sometimes i feel like i'm invisible...like i dont matter to anyone... lately when i go out with people i feel like the speck of dirt that falls on falls on your jeans and just wipe off...its depressing..i dunno...sometimes i'm glad to work almost everday...gives me something to do and something that matters...and i earn money ( Read more... )