am i in love?

 my mind is flushing thoughts around like a fucking whirlpool. i keep thinking about past freinds and past shit ive done and relating it to what i have now. id like to think that crazy is just another description to fit my personality but i refuse to take a pill that claims to be able to stop racing thoughts. because nothing can stop your mind from ( Read more... )

having someone to kiss all the time, isnt so bad.

this boy doesnt know how much he makes me smile.
or maybe he does.
: )

 one of these days, i want to make a trip for me myself and i ( Read more... )

 so last night was one of the best nights ive had in years ( Read more... )

 am i going crazy?

 perfect mood for a livejournal entry.

i have no fucking clue what im doing with my life. wasted away with pot smoking pointless days some would find amusing, but gets less and less as the days go by. ive said that i wouldnt mind leaving and i wouldnt mind staying, but i would drop everything to get a chance to get the fuck out of this overrated ( Read more... )

oh man. thsi college shit is soon approaching.

saying goodbye to her was hard. and even tho its just a few months i wont see her, its going to be so fucking weird.
so weird.

i hope i meet some decent people at dutchess. but i cant get my expectations to high cuz its dutchess.

DUTCHESS!

 i wrote a song.

I come from a town
where theres more problems
then people
i always said i didnt want to world to know my name
but when you come from a town like this
things dont ever change.
things dont ever change.
things dont ever change

your stuck in cylce of always newer things
your a grade a classic to me but not to them
and i rufuse to be sucked into ( Read more... )