i wonder if being an adult has this many ups and downs ( Read more... )

 i like the people who surround me.

 i dont know what i want, but it seems as if im satisfied.

i like making something out of nothing, its a good quality.

i will never miss highschool. just the idea of it.

i want to go to lake george.

summer has been, satisfying to say the least.

i got a car.  and its very nice to be able to drive myself around whenever i please.

i wonder why im never satisfied.

 i cannot wait for the day when i dont see these damn faces all the time ( Read more... )

 high school is over and done with ( Read more... )

dear lj,

tara has lost her mind completely.

i have constant buffterflies.
this is the begininning of something new.

i like that people know what im talking about when i tell them things arent real.

i dont even want to go to prom anymore. its just extra stress that i dont need. but i feel like its a obligation, not a choice.
and we dont have a limo. i dont have a dress. a date would be a burden. i feel like im guna look gross, but i know ill end up going.
i dont ( Read more... )

understanding is the word that i am.

it explains why i agree with every side of everything.

i am always thinking. always thinking.
i like to think, but it hurts my brain sometimes.

assassins starts  thursday at 12:01. 
im pumped, and my team is fly.
and who we have to get it even flyer.

things have been flowing with the usual few flaws.

i also decided ( Read more... )