for once in my life, i am speechless.

i dont want the world to know my name.
but theres a select few who will memorize it.

theres no doubt that people get along better when on drugs then not.

i dont have anything set. i dont have my views set, i dont have my opinions set, i dont have my options set.

i think i dwell on shit too much.

i do alot of things too much.

i want someone to hear ( Read more... )

today i came to a realization :   i love my life.   

i dont know who i am, where i am, what im doing or where im going.

today,    is a day of celebration.

happy 4/20 .

plans for today and tonight :

+ after sschool :

+ going to tourees with andrew and magass.
    + smoking out of hookah & smoking blunt.
    + picking up maria
    + going to the tilly mines near the spill way , smoking fat blunt.
    + eating at texas taco.
    + smoking a bowl
    + chillage, smokage.
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how can i major in one thing.
i cant pick one thing i want to do
because im indesicive. and i change what i want to do every day.
but who says change was bad anways.
i dont like how poeple are looked down upon when they " change ".
change is trying on different personalities or whatever they call it, until you find the one you like.
i like when people ( Read more... )

its funny, i never seem to stop talking but i have nothing to write about.

life has been easy, but not for long.

i have to get another job. focus on the words ANOTHER JOB. ive literally had 8 or 9. but half of them werent real. i get weird when i have a job. im not a working class citizen i guess.

i made brownies yesturday but decided that i cant eat ( Read more... )

i need to meet new people.

hilarious is the one and only word to describe my weekend.

me erin and maria hung out all weekand.

we met some weird kids in mcdonalds parking lot. went to this kid kurts house . smoked some blunts played some pool and darts. then we went to mikey friolis house. smoked some blunts. chilled. one of the kids we met was really stoned and drunk and all ( Read more... )

i can never decided between wether or not im sane, and that argument alone is enough to make me insane.

i have nothing to be insane about. or it is just that my problems arent big enough.

i dont ever really talk about things i want to say.

i have alot i want to say, alot.  but no need to write it in an online judging center.

i find myself ( Read more... )