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the days have progressivly been getting better, slowly but progressivly.

my boss called me sexy the other day. 
   it was really weird.
   really really weird.

im starting to brighten my views about next year. Dutchess isnt so bad as i make it seem. sometimes i think i exaggerate the madness of  my life.

oh yeah, im seeing chamillionare.

saturday night : best night ive had in a long long time.

literally 40 kids at jacobs house. it was a good group of people though.

anyways, im going to panama city in 2 weeks and 5days with maggie erin maria touree and andrew.
i am exicted beyond belief. 
you have no idea.

i have nothing to nag about today.

feel free to judge, i know its what you teenagers do best.

i have things backwords. in my mind, i have things backwords. and im not really sure if i know what i mean by that, but im trying just as hard as you to understand.

i found a spark of confidence the other day. 
  ... i found that i act like i dont have a care in the world. 
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sometimes i make myself think that i am going crazy.

this past week has been much longed for. I hung out with people who needed to be hung out with. met people who i needed  to meet. and did things i needed to do. It was one of the best weeks ive had in a long time.

oh and i also met that kid from pete and pete at a lotus show, which made my week worthwile.

and now im back in hell -- i mean school.  ( Read more... )

can someone please tell me if high school is real?

i dont really know who im trying to kid about  getting into college.

its seriously, devistating knowing that next year i dont have the privledge of living the college life, which is something ive looked forward to since i could talk. Its not like i think im too good for community colleges but the fact of seeing my friends going away to college's and ( Read more... )

sometimes i say im going to miss highschool.

.. i lied.

i decided that i have a problem, and i need to fix it ( Read more... )