I want to record my thoughts. That's what blogs/journals/diaries/whatevers are for. For some reason, I'm finding this hard to do though. I find that I'm trying to find super cool deep thoughts to record so that when people read it, they'll think, "Wow, that's so interesting, he's so interesting, he's so cool and mysterious and intelligent, he's ( Read more... )

I have amazing friends rallying around me right now, and that's the first time I have ever really been able to say that. I'm just now starting to learn what it's like to have a good friendship. I'm just now seeing people who are my friends really care about me. It's funny what things had to happen for me to see this, but I praise God it has. ( Read more... )

i've been on both sides and they both suck.

postponed until tomorrow. that was gut wrenching.

the boys played well. we're going to compete if we keep playing this way. it could be a pretty magical year. keep playing guys.

off to prayer.

So as of today, I actually talked to someone about a very big decision that I've pretty much already made. It's just a matter of timing now. This timing thing is so very difficult though. I really just want to make the wise decision with it, but it's just so tough to do. I felt naucious today thinking about it. But since I told someone, now ( Read more... )

1. Family ( Read more... )

So...about a year and a half later I have been reminded of this thing. According to LJ, it's been 82 weeks ( Read more... )

This thing did become quite unnecessary for multiple reasons. I stopped being 12 and using it as a way to try to communicate to people that I didn't want to think I was trying to talk to...but really was. Does that sentence even make sense? I think not. Anywho, you get my point. By "you" I mean the very general sense because I really don't ( Read more... )

The water was still, but it ( Read more... )

The trees were now exposed; they were bare as ( Read more... )