she's addicted to a feeling. snorting thrills through hundred dollar bills. no more sunsets, only up to watch it rise. a vile full of fix, && she'll be just fine.

i am no longer that age where it just doesn't matter. it does matter. my birthday week was chaos, && i think even i'm sick of hearing about it. i poisened myself, && abused more than just one controlled substance. i realized many things this last week. i realized that i really don't care what people think of me, that i am not like anyone that i ( Read more... )

so, it's my birthday weekend. happy fucking birthday to me. even though i a.)cleaned the entire house yeaterday. b.)made a fabulous dinner for john && his friend tony. c.)didn't even get a thanks, or flowers, until i had to ask. d.)am not going to get to do what i want for my birthday, because we're going to do whatever you want either way. i'm ( Read more... )

don't worry sweetheart, it's not the same with him either. it will never be like it was with you && i. we were in love. we were love.

i got in a fucking car accident today. i vote yes on revoking elderly drivers licences. fuck.

i'll blame it on the weekend.

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