"a passing glimpse ( Read more... )

would you read a book with this title: "Always an Idealist"(?) because I think I'm going to write it. i've decided that life as JUST a child life specialist would do me in with boredom before anything else, so I definitely want to search for more... there's got to be more! that is the essence of the book i want to write. it's going to be kind of my ( Read more... )

i just want to look at someone with love in my eyes and see that same feeling reflected back in theirs... all of my life that has been something that i could only dream about... that unconditional, passionate, gentle, kind, caring romantic love... is there such a thing? is it out there ( Read more... )

I'm not normally an angry girl, so dont mind the obviously furious title... Some things, you need to get mad about, some things you need to rant about, scream about, just to know you're human and feeling and not so calloused by the world that preventable tragedies like abuse still upset you ( Read more... )

Yes, you read it right. Michelle and I are together as of last night... I am so happy! We're in that disgustingly cute (and I mean DISGUSTING) time period where we think everything the other person does is perfect, and adorable... and yeah, disgusting! She told me that I was pretty today on the phone and I think I turned like 10 shades of purple- ( Read more... )

"love's fallen" 6/18/04 ( Read more... )

so, i looked at "the farm" in a little more detail tonight, and it looks like that's NOT where i want to do my internship in the spring. there are a lot of great things to learn & good experiences to be had there, but they're not irreplacable. In short: $1200 for 5 weeks? You have to be kidding me. I dont have $200 a month between now and then. ( Read more... )

i just noticed how up and down the journal entries of this last week have been.. what the fuck is wrong with me? well, it is that time of month. or maybe i'm just human ( Read more... )

Yeah so lately, i've been feeling kinda straight (well, straight-ER lol)... like when i watch straight movies, thinking that the stars are hottt (both male and female- but males even moreso than usual, which almost never happens!), and thinking they're so cute together... ah, the epitome of bisexual "confusion"... fuck labels, i hate them ( Read more... )

Ok, lately my exes are haunting me... not really.. well sort of... well, anyway, here's the story (or should I say stories ( Read more... )