Yeah so i cut off all my hair and its mad short. and i smoke too many ciggerettes. in class right now...need to do like 5 assignments to get caught up, which i think i can pull off. jon had court on monday, went really good...no probation or anything, just fines. im so happy alll of that was taken cared of. Yesterday m and kristen went to walmart ( Read more... )

just got home from jons, was there alllll week / weekend lol. uhm yeah im doing bad in school, but i kinda dont give a fuck anymore. i saw the blas a week ago <333 their most amazing performance i've seen yet and im REALLY upset that kristen couldnt come :( but dont worry i still <3 you hahaha

Just got home from jons house<3 he got stranded at work today so i left my job and went to pick him up (i so did not want to be there anyways lol) and then we just ended up hanging out till like 12ish watching movies, having se-, uhm yeah the usual and just chillin. hahaha. right now im burning me and him a copy of the new thrice cd<333 i cant ( Read more... )

just woke up and AGAIN i cant see my lover tonight because i have gay ass work! working 12-8 today which is going to suck balls. but in the am im bringing my gecko there for a check up and then im going over to jons and then sleeping over :) i miss him ahhhh<333 oh yeah and i miss ashley :( and me and kristen are going to give bitches stitches<3 ( Read more... )

just got home from jon's house<3 we had a really long talk about everything that had happened over the summer when we werent together, just filling in that gray area, as jon likes to say. it was good and bad, because there were alot of unanswered Q's, but its all good. basically we came to the allknowing conclusion that we know this is it, and we ( Read more... )

ahhhh im mad at the world right now lol. i need out of my house pronto. my family relationship has completely gone down the drain. jons family is basically my family, they treat me better and arent assholes to me lol. ohwell. im poor. i need money. i need a new job. im in a bitchy mood. i miss ashley. i think kristen is mad at me. my car is making ( Read more... )

pics from tuesday <3


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ahhh im so....fucking....tired.

Today had class early as fuck, then afterwards went to work till just now ate dinner and got home. Yesterday I spent the day with jon<3. And we made plans for tomorrow im going over there after work and then sleeping over his aunts and then spending all of friday together because i dont have any work or school =) ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the best day ever. Me and Jon's Mom Cecilia went to go visit him yesterday morning, and she ended up paying the money to get Jon out! So they said it would take like an hour for him to get out so me and her went shopping for him since he will be living with a family friend from now on, and then when we got back he was waiting for us<3 ( Read more... )

Jon wrote these lyrics for me in a letter: <3 ( Read more... )