i was going to make up a survey ( Read more... )

16 days left
16 days left to love
16 days left to cry
16 days left to live
16 days until i die
16 days not so far away
16 days left

im leaving in 16 days to parris island
im going to the marines
no joke
no pity (zack)
this is real
wish me luck all

school is finally over
over over over
:)
but then there comes something else
"something wicked this way comes"

we'll see

so my stepbrother came back
my mother bought an ice cream cake for his coming back
he came back from the army
yeah it was actually kinda nice seeing him here
he hugged me
felt odd but not bad?
meh

hes so polite now
its really a twist from the one i use to know
yeah thats about it

laters

i think i'll cry myself to sleep tonight
why?
you tell me
goodnight

is it wrong to want to know?
i dont think so
im stupid

goodnight

here i am ( Read more... )

so here i am in first period ( Read more... )

so friday
got great news
really great news
sprinklers suck
sprinkle containers hurt
metal rings hurt
love :)

saturday
church with raysha :)
mall with raysha :)
met shayan!!!!
continued to walk with raysha
:\
i love her

sunday
who knows

three years from now
i know what id like but not whats for sure

send me an angel
send me an angel
right now
right now

send me an angel
send me an angel
right now
right now