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i request sanctuary. just once. you could take off the kids gloves and really let it go. you would't have to break up with my phone or my voice we could shred each others personalities defence mechanisms and ego. we could. but we won't ever. and out of everyone. everyone i've ever known. or "known" i really really wish you would just let the easy ( Read more... )

okay i have a tumblr

i'm thinking about switching to tumblr it seems more user friendly. in terms of users. though it seems like the avg. age of a tumblr is 18.

i have floods of memories from books i read as a child. mainly how my asian mother and engligh father met.

no longer in a dark place. that was just the first part of the week. me and dana stopped having petty squabbles. she came over wenesday night and did coarcidin together. the first part was amazing. but i just kept coming to locked doors and it was really frustrating. no magical breakthroughs and now luminous peace. just fidgetty frustration and ( Read more... )

i am in a very dark place right now.

came home after a short sabbatical in tennesee was spose to be on the road..christmas was not awe inspiring. i found two gi goe battle packs i've been waiting for. was not able to find a place to get new comic books. a barn. was going to attempt outward social behaviour at some lounge type club thing called unity coffee (pretty good for morristown ( Read more... )

apparently by using my livejournal to bitch and moan about my ego i've been missing out on a wide range of opprotunities afforded to an interested writer. mixx. digg. networking blog sites ( Read more... )

in deScary (d-block) decapitalBary. got pretty inebrieated last night. but i only took one quarter suboxone in two days. which is almost a record. i don't like that i have to use xanex to curb the use. but it works ( Read more... )

i feel better. first battle goes to the mind numbing defeat. patience is a pervading idea. one nights failure is another nights chance to get it right. but in the effort to get that raw emotion stored inside out. into the air. the battle is lost. there is nothing i can say to amp the experiance. just change the way i go about it. getting what i ( Read more... )