So for some reason I feel the need to spill my guts via this stupid LJ ( Read more... )

i am a fucking asshole.
i apologize.

why does it seem like everyone always wants the same thing i do?? blarg. it really does blow. i shall enjoy myself anyway & BE POSITIVE for once...damn right.
besides that im lovin' the grand valley. :]

ahh 14 days till i move into the grand valley. super pumped/gonna crap myself. but its all good. cant wait to meet new people and just get a change of scenery. plus my mother is driving me effin insane. i still love her to death though. im also glad that i will have brett & erika there w/ me. gotta love the fam & friends. just bought modest mouse ( Read more... )

the decemberists=the official soundtrack to my summer. :]

its so nice to reuinte with old friends. i really forgot how much i missed them. its cool to know that no matter what you will always be friends with them because you have so much history and you still know each other so well after all these years. i just think its neat and im so glad i have wonderful friends who dont try to change me or change ( Read more... )

wow haven't used this thing in foreverz ( Read more... )

so after all this ill pry end up at kent state university & become an architect.
yes sir they gave me a shit load o money money money. money.
somebodys gotta carry on the family business. rock n' roll babay.

i have been a shitty person & friend.
i deserve the bad karma that i get & i dont deserve that thing i really want.
i am sorry.

why am I always dissapointed w/ everything?