Life hits you like a fucking jolt. 1,000 watts of power straight to your rapidly beating heart.

Your birthday scar, kissed my hand. You are a star, and I depend.

What if I were
to lose my inhibition,
growing tired
of casting empty wishes
to a whore.

She parts the sea, briefly, allowing it to breathe. And satisfied she returns to sewing the earth.

We could be, as a city on a hill.

her breath belongs to me.
now.
I'll never go to sleep,
in the same bed twice.

One of my friendships is over. Sadly. I think this is the first time that has ever happened to me. I am usually really good about keeping friends. But what can you do when they don't want to be kept. I did make a couple of new friends though. Very nice ones. I wish I knew what girls thought of me. I wonder what kind of first impression I ( Read more... )

I need another day of snow, like I need a bullet in the head. I need a miracle. I need someone to tell me what's wrong with my body. I need to break up a fake marriage. Nevermind that last one is a little ridiculous. Boy, I sure do love the world. But it needs to love me back. Show me some sun. Give me a few days to feel better. That's all ( Read more... )

In these times of uncertainty, I know there are only two things that can make me feel better about my current awkward existence. Warmer weather, and the gentle touch of a woman.

Spent all morning with Dolly, and Sally, and Jean. I was the only one under 50.

One night a man awoke from his sleep, walked to the side of a country road, and threw himself into the first car that came his way.

I think I might have mono. Is that even possible? I should not get excited about things that are not very promising. Why do I like to do so anyway? I made a total impulse buy today. about $300 of recording equipment. I need to transfer funds into my now empty checking account from my savings account.

But seriously,
I've made my peace,
and it's a good day
to feel anything.