Was not disappointed in any way during my trip to Kalamazoo. I felt great, and truly believe that being around friends makes me forget any physical discomfort I ever have. I saw so many people I wanted to see, even more than I planned, and was able to make it to the Kraftbrau one more time for a great, albeit crowded show. If only I could find a ( Read more... )

I have seriously lost my mind. The way I feel can best be described as someone who just ran a marathon, and then drank a gallon of red bull, then a gallon of coffee. I need sleep. Bad. I am so restless, that I found myself pacing the halls of my upstairs just yelling, "fuck." I also banged my head into a the wall a few times purposely, ( Read more... )

24 of the last 48 hours of my life have been spent driving. In that span of time, I could have gone to Florida, or Montana, or somewhere exciting. Instead, I went to Cleveland, Ohio... Twice. My parents and I went down for my routine bronchoscopy on Monday night. I started feeling nauseous that night at dinner. The next day filled with ( Read more... )

Lately, my body has been experiencing a strange phenomenon, where it's limbs are always tired, and it's core is always freezing cold. When this occurs, it seems no amount of rest or layers can cure the problem, and it is very difficult to do anything, especially sleep. Right now however, I feel comparatively excellent, and it's at moments like ( Read more... )

It's too early for me to be this tired. I am too young to feel this old. It's too soon after the surgery to expect female companionship again. Yet here I am, lonely, and exhausted. I should be thrilled that I am getting my life back, but to be honest I don't feel much like myself at all these days. I didn't expect to feel so limited. I am ( Read more... )