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LJ, I am a bad person.
I've said this several times before, but I am sorry that I semi-abandoned you. I will try to do better, but I cannot make any promises ( Read more... ) -
...and we shall know them by their limping...
Happy St. Patrick's Day!!! I am having a very hard time waiting five more hours to get out of here, go home, take the dog out, get changed and go over to the pub for a fucking beer. WANT IT NOW. I was very spoiled this week by what basically amounted to a 4 day weekend - motivation is VERY low ( Read more... ) -
Soundtrack of my Life (well, currently)
I am planning a real sort of LJ entry for the near future, but I just wanted to share the contents of my iPod currently. (Thanks Cassie! It still says 'Cassie's iPod' when I plug it in to the computer. Cracks me up every time.) Wish I had some more Luda on here, and I just CAN'T get that Yeah x3 song out of my head! CHRIS BROWN, wtf ( Read more... ) -
Social Network bullshit.
You would think it would follow that if I say I need to borrow money from you, that might explain part of the reason why I didn't send you a birthday card. I.e., Hallmark costs money ( Read more... ) -
Things like this make me less inclined to try, harder or at all
You turn me off at the push of a button ( Read more... ) -
Window shopping at it's finest
I got LOW at work tonight and decided to go spend some time at Border's instead of heading straight back to Memetown. I browsed meticulously through the sf/fantasy section, decided that I should make a list of the authors I need to restock any bookshelves that I shall accrue in the new apartment that I shall inhabit. This is the list I came up ( Read more... ) -
Plans
Now that things are starting to come a little bit together, I have some plans. (Well, you know I had plans even when things were absolutely shitty, but these are plans that may actually come to fruition ( Read more... ) -
Crunk
OMG I am so cranky. I almost wish that I was PMS'ing so I could have an excuse. I feel almost like I've been acting or pretending to be perfect and meek all week, and then today....epic fail. The cat fucking puked on the rug, every single call at work stressed me out, I get chastised for not leaving or doing things exactly like the routine's ( Read more... ) -
How far will I go to make it feel right, come home...
I can't quite remember the last time I felt like such a disappointment. It feels like no matter how hard I plan and organize and prepare, nothing ever goes the way I want it to, or think it should. In a lot of cases, that's no big deal, but when it comes to surviving? That's a pretty big fucking deal. Relying on other people for things I should ( Read more... ) -
When I was surrounded by the world...
So, it's been a while again. And again, I feel a little guilty. If it makes you feel any better, I've only written in my paper journal once since my last entry, even with all the free time I've had ( Read more... )