Two sparrows sit unattended by ill fortune ( Read more... )

I have yet to wake up. After working a double yesterday, I stayed here at work to sleep for about 7-8 hours. still groggy, but feeling good. ahead of me lays a 24 hour shift. The first 40 minutes just blinked by... still desire my morning cigarette with this coffee. slept in slightly longer than I wanted, so I had to start work soon as it was 8:00 ( Read more... )

So I've been finding this drive that I haven't felt before...a self preservation that is very new....It's what's getting me out of a unhealthy relationship, and to get my life in order....stuff that always seemed like a chore is something i now want to do, something that will start healing me. yay.
and i love coffee.

bumble bees & a comfortable blues. It means something to me.
Sitting in peace, i love my job and i love this town. I've been doing better these past few days. Still a bit sad, but all is well, all is good. Just a bit lonely.

Today marks the third day of the rushes hitting my head every few seconds. Last night left work early to go to Urgent Care. The hooked up sticky pads and probes, grabbed my arm and took blood, marking my poor arm up even more ( Read more... )

Start-19:10- They left me stranded here all by my lonesome! Just myself in the office for eight hours :) Oh what do to with myself ( Read more... )

Must stay awake, as once again I'm experimenting with sleep deprivation while at work.yay. No coffee though. The coffee here at work deeply scares me. Things crawl out of it ( Read more... )

At work, all is quiet ( Read more... )

YAY! Job interview tomorrow at DESC (Downtown Emergency Service Center)for the position of residential counselor! So excited...i was called (twice!) this morning..and as i sent my coverletter/resume in last night after hours, i feel like a special kitty! (in their auto-response email, they said it may take awhile before they get in touch, and they ( Read more... )

Angels pray from the sidelines, i try to sing the fragments of my song ( Read more... )