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"Going Down Again"
Going Down Again
I've fooled myself once more;
I thought I had closed that door,
And in the passing of the day,
When night takes me away,
I drift off between sight and sound,
Where my feet no longer hit the ground.
I crawl into my little hole,
Yet, there's still no peace for my soul.
My tears and hopes may all be in vain,
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Back to School
It's been practically almost to the day 11 years... 11 years since I've been to school and tomorrow is my first day back and my first day in college. At this point I'm focusing on biology, which will help with my current job, though I can't help but have thoughts of doing something to put my anal retentive nature to the test and that's the ( Read more... ) -
Remember Me
Remember Me
In daylight hours I walk among the men,
Nothing more, nothing less than just a friend.
From what I was and what I used to be,
Now forever changed when you had set me free.
When against my will you unchained my heart,
No longer bound, it shattered and fell apart.
In daylight hours I push the pain aside,
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After the storm
After venting the anger I then wrote the following (p.s. Leave Out all the Rest, is a very beautiful song):
The You in Me
I feel abandoned and abused, despite the love you offered me,
Because when it was said and done, you chose her over me.
I felt that when in your arms the world could never touch me,
And when broken heart I cried you where ( Read more... ) -
Letting it out
When it's the one that you love hurts you, as much as you want to hate them, you can't. As much as you want them to hurt as much as they have hurt you, you stand there crying because you can't. Love stops you.
Anger Reflected
Fangs bared and ready to bite, I've been stuck one too man times.
All attempts in vain despite the obvious warning signs.
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New Poem
Set Me Free
We stand here toe to toe, with that gleam in your eye.
And even though I do know, your smile is wicked and wry.
Immediately upon inception, euphoria rushes to my brain.
Mouth agape at penetration, yet, there's nothing to gain.
Lovingly you wipe away my tears, as you look down upon me.
My blood runs cold, no fears, from this world you've set ( Read more... ) -
Poem
UNLEASHED
I feared this day would come
When you would set me free.
And now that it's said and done,
I can't believe you unleashed me.
You were my world, my everything,
The good, the bad, the sorrow and joy.
For you I would have done anything,
Just to hear you say, "Good boy."
On that day I had walked away,
You hoped I'd hold the good memories near.
But as ( Read more... )
