begining stages

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Still so numb it hurts. I cried once today. I feel guilty for not crying more but its like i don't believe it yet. I've been hanging out with people constantly. Smoking 2 packs a day. Not eating. Not sleeping. Its just this vicious cycle i know will continue until i realize he's really gone

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[prosthetic_head]

i really don't know what to say in situations like this....
but don't feel guilty.

and i love and miss you.

and i hope you know that you can call me whenever.
<3333

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Thank you buttons. I miss and love you too.