So it's been pretty nice out the last few days, but today its all gloomy. I don't mind it, but its too breezy. Two of our room mates moved out, so this two bedroom apartment is finally peaceful with just the three of us. Carson's brother apologized to me yesterday and has been very pleasant. I feel a lot better about the whole situation. I still ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing in so fucking long. I decided its time ( Read more... )

I'm backkkkkk! Colorado was a good thing for me. I got to spread my wings a little and see what it's like to live in snow. I've been back for a couple weeks now and it feels good to be home but I really really miss the snow and downtown denver and my boyfriend ( Read more... )

Things always seem to fall apart for me. And I'm beginning to think it's my fault ( Read more... )

And so it begins, Happy New Year people ( Read more... )

Watched the kings play on TV this halloween. I actually enjoyed myself. It was just me and josh for the most part. Relaxing and such things ( Read more... )

So everything keeps going to shit in my life, but i'm learning a lot from it ( Read more... )

Funeral was today. I thought i would get closure, but i feel more lost than before ( Read more... )

Still so numb it hurts. I cried once today. I feel guilty for not crying more but its like i don't believe it yet. I've been hanging out with people constantly. Smoking 2 packs a day. Not eating. Not sleeping. Its just this vicious cycle i know will continue until i realize he's really gone ( Read more... )

If you read my last livejournal post you know that one of my best friends, Brady had a brain tumor. As of a few hours ago I got the news he had passed. I would appreciate it if you all kept his family and friends in your thoughts. Thank you.

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