Worst day ever. I woke up to a call from my bestfriend brady's bestfriend that he's in urgent care with a brain tumor and he's in critical condition. I was the last person with him last night.....and I'm freaking out a lot. I would appreciate it if you'd keep him in your thoughts and prayers. I dont care what god you pray to, I just want all the ( Read more... )

Hope October brings good things ( Read more... )

So I'm back. I've been back since saturday, but I've been very sick with a cold or something ( Read more... )

OK. officially broken up.

I leave for wisconsin on the 18th and i'm there for a week and then in missouri for three weeks. Dayyyyum. I'm way excited but I'm nervous at the same time.

Cant wait to see my nana and my KATIE PARISI!

Oh so I'm going to be a pro at darts in a while.

Welllllll. Ryan and I broke up for a grand total of 20 hours! we're back together for the time being, but it doesnt look great ( Read more... )

So people have convinced me to stay in california for a couple more years. FUCKKKKK. i was so excited to move out and start life....but this could be something good and i don't want to leave it. Plus, I want to do hair now. I realized I can't be a good mother one day as a fire fighter. I can't risk my children losing me. It fucks up lives ( Read more... )

Camping tomorrow. Just me and my baby for a day and then jana, carrie, and HOPEFULLY buttons are coming up. Thursday Kate and ian are joining too. It's going to be funnnn ( Read more... )

My boy got home from New York yesterday! So happy i missed him too much ( Read more... )

oh baby!!! Prom was fun. Danced in the hawk and then drank at the beach ( Read more... )

New Life has offcially started. No more decieving people. No more wasted time.

I'm working now. Underwood Family Farms.
I'm doing school work.
I'm friends with good people. Fuck the bad.

I just need to work on my self esteem now.