Fuck man ( Read more... )

Theres so much I want to do with my life but the lack of motivation is drowning me.

That sentence pretty much explains my life right now.

Oh joy.

I don't need anything but motivation or something to drive me. I want many things, but I don't need them. I need this.

Got my ultra sound. Doc says they couldnt see anything from the pictures but they want to put a scope down my belly to make sure. Pictures from the inside ( Read more... )

I'm very very very ill. Doctors don't  know what's going on with me. So i'm getting an ultra sound today to make sure i don't have an ulcer.

Symptoms: Short of breath, rapid heart rate, throwing up, unbareable stomach pains, constant head ache, and of course Body aches.

Shitty Shitty Shitty

I am desperate for a good day.

I just want to wake up in a good mood and fall asleep with that same happiness.

The only thing that's kept me cheery has been my lame vampire novels and the occasional song.

Job shadow was very interesting. I carpooled with Hannah and Jenna and let me just say singing and smoking my cigarettes in the car was the best part of the day.

I went on a "ride along" with these two park rangers and one was POWER TRIPPING SOOOOOO HARD. Made me laugh.

Life's been so busy. Weeks of school and weekends of partying in the valley make ( Read more... )

I'm so good at getting fucked over ( Read more... )

It is now officially the day i will be seeing the love of my life. So happy ( Read more... )

As ridiculously typical stoner as this sounds, I think i went on a spiritual journey the last few times i was high ( Read more... )

I've had a very tiresome week. Christmas with family, then partys with kate. Yikes.

In the end, we both ended up sick. I'm home with an absolutely  terrible head cold.

In good news...exactly a week from today chris gets in.

I miss hiking, i havent been in a while and Im going through withdrawls.