I can't believe this year is so over. It went by so fast, and so much has happened and changed, all in just one year. I never thought I would be where I am today, but I'm happy. I know this next year is going to make or break me, I just hope I am prepared. There is so much that I want to do, and I'm going to do it. I'm just glad that I have ( Read more... )

[school]I am so happy for this semester to come to an end. Its been great. I didn't accomplish anything amazing. But the life lessons that I have learned from Mr.Brian are things that I will never forget. That man is amazing. Father figure amazing. I owe him so much. He is someone who will be in my life forever, I can't even say that about my own ( Read more... )

It's funny how things work out. And I'm trying to convince myself that the way I feel is all I have. Things can't be perfect all the time, this I know. And sometimes you have to learn to just let somethings go. I don't believe in sure things. There's pain in what the truth brings. But as messed up as all of this is/was. I'm happy. I'm completely ( Read more... )

I don't understand anything right now. This whole situation is crazy. Why? Thats seriously the only question. And its the one question you can't answer. I feel like a joke. And I feel so unbelievably stupid once again. You have made so many promises. Said so many things that I of course wanted to believe. But you haven't shown me that you've meant ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do ( Read more... )

so today i got my hairs cut. but no one ever notices. i do. and thats all that matters ( Read more... )

so I am oh so sore. The gym is amazing. because i am actually working out. It feels so good. I hate the day after, like today, i am hating stairs and stretching out my arm. but I can't let that stop me from going back. The results and outcome can only be good. I have more energy, like through-out the day. I come home from the gym and crash after my ( Read more... )

i don't know where to start. i'm a wreck. basically a mess i guess. I can't sleep. and i should be tired. but i'm not. this sucks. and who would've ever thought me and you would be here. not me. not anyone i don't think. i don't know what to do. everything seems so blurry. so confusing. neither of us know what to do. i wish i had all the answers. ( Read more... )

wow. where to start. so i'm enjoying school. i'm excited to pump out some awesome stuff. i'm also contemplating experimenting with mind altering substances. just to get the creative juices flowing. i've been watching some student reels, and the videos and concepts are so fucked up. how do they think of that shit. and the only conclusion i have came ( Read more... )