i think that everyone who lives in the united states should be forced to watch fahrenheit 9/11. its a huge eye opener, its sad, disgusting, and just so many other things go on that we don't ever hear or see. michael moore is amazing.

so yesterday i went over jaci's. i almost forgot, but then i didn't. and i had lots of fun and lots of laughs because her family(mom) is really silly. but she's not blonde, she will be soon maybe. and jaci is leaving for a whole week. and thats just awesome. not that she's leaving, but she gets to go be with jayson. and thats why its awesome. ( Read more... )

but here's the thing. things couldn't be better right now. like if there was ever a time to stop and think about how great life is. that would be now. i do have the greatest boyfriend in the world. and i'm afraid that sometimes i just don't give him enough credit. and all the second guessing and asking questions that i already know the answers too ( Read more... )

florida was great. the vacation was definitely needed. not working for 11 days was amazing. and spending that much time with ed is something that i could get used too. but then we have to come back to reality. and the reality is that we both have work and school all over again ( Read more... )

things have been either really great, or really shitty. and the shitty things i have no control over. i am either in a really good mood, or in a super bitchy crabby mood and i have no idea why. i feel like i get mad for no reason. then i take it out on the boyfriend, and i don't even mean too. its like i purposely find things to say or do that ( Read more... )

the two year anniversary is almost here. i am so excited, but not surprised. i knew we would last this long, and i know we will last forever. we have something special, something unique, something so perfect, perfect for us. he is my everything. my every thought is some way connected to him. everything i do i am now doing it with our future in ( Read more... )

so whats been up with me lately. well ed and i went up north for a weekend while jaci was saying her goodbyes to jayson. then school started. the classes aren't so bad but my figure illustration class a.k.a. the old naked drawing people class is going to be very interesting. considering the fact that i can barely draw stick people. but i suppose i ( Read more... )

when the sun came up ( Read more... )

yesterday. saw ed for about 3 hours, 2 of which were spent sleeping ( Read more... )

so. working alot isn't that bad, except for the fact that i have no life and the only time i get to see ed is when we're sleeping. yet i suppose thats better than nothing. i get to see him at work...but i'm talking spend time with him. we don't get to do that a whole lot. and now with school coming up and homework and two jobs, i don't see that ( Read more... )