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I hate myself, my life. I don't know what to do anymore. Nothing is right. Matt, Anna, Debi, Amber....that is all I have in my life that makes it good. Anymore I feel like shit. I am so depressed. I feel like I am nothing, and like I will never be anything. My mom isn't helping me at all. I want to leave this house. I might just leave in a way that ( Read more... )

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Well I know that I mentioned that the monday before yesterday my credit card was used. Well I found out last night that someone has been using my paypal and bank account. I am fighting mad. I hope that they can get things all worked out ( Read more... )

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I just wanted to write since I haven't updated in a while. I am full of so many mixed feelings right now. I am not sure why I even think sometimes. I wish I could just turn my mind off. I hate myself...wish I could change that ( Read more... )

Here I sit once again, typing in this thing. Today has been an okay day. Nothing really happened. I don't know what to think about myself anymore. I am not happy with myself, but I never really have been so it's nothing new. I heard that someone I know asked another someone I am close to if I was gaining weight, Yeah it's true I have but if ( Read more... )

Just thought I would write again. I am not sure why. I just feel like I have a lot to say and no one to listen, but yet again I don't really have anything to say ( Read more... )