hopefully no one is reading this, so i wont waste anyones time going on and on about how i havent written in months and how there is so much to tell ( Read more... )

okay. here goes. i mean, i guess its what this thing is for anyway. phew ( Read more... )

oh gee golly gosh i think im in love! totally smitten.
j'adore new york city:

the food.
the energy.
the clothes.
the anti-bushites.

i must make the most of my last days here.

you know what i think one of the most beautiful things things the human body can do is ? whisper. think about it. its a splendid thing, whispering.

i think i want a puppy.
a small one.
cats are so uninvolved.
i just need to figure out exactly what that means as far are poop scooping and whatnot.

so ive been slaving away at my school work, trying to the best of my slacker ability to get all this summer reading shit done before school. its actually going pretty decent, i mean for the first time since like 3rd grade i decided i wanted to do work, sat down, and (gasp), actually did it. hopefully im not the only one whos waited till the last ( Read more... )

ok, so.. I WENT TO CHURCH TODAY. it was absolutely insane. im talking about beluah ame baptist church in rural virginia. authentic black baptists going crazy. there was this really awsome section of the service in which people were allowed to " testify". in other words, they got up in front of everyone to share events in which they witnessed ( Read more... )

wild.
i just spent 30 minutes in my aunts dark living room babysitting my 7 year old cousin. somehow, me, her , and my brother ended up spending the whole time purring and meowing like cats. on all fours. in the darkness. i would lie and say it was just to keep her entertained, but ill let it be known that i was really enjoying myself. i feel young

so last night i was sitting at my aunts house in virginia watching mtv and feeling kind of empty. the same thoughts had been plauging me all day. over and over again in my mind a voice whispered the same bad news, and for the first time, i decided to go with it. minutes later my cell phone starts vibrating underneath my elbow and all of my worries ( Read more... )

jumping jehosiphats( sp ( Read more... )

summer is slowly slipping away yo ( Read more... )