I am so disapointed in some people I once held dear. Both of you...I believed to be wonderful individuals. I loved and shared with each of you and now...I don't even know if you are alive ( Read more... )

I'm sick of all your idle threats.
You know the ones when you tell me I'll never be as good as you.
Or the times you've looked at me with a disapproving gaze bc I didn't ask you if I could breathe.

I'm really tired of this face you make me wear.
Like I'm not allowed to feel without your permission.
Trust me, you've taken all that is dear.
If you ( Read more... )

Okay...I am now moving away from the negative. Not that I don't enjoy its depth and personality...But I just cant go any deeper in that direction. Using my intuition as my guide I am now gravitating towards the light. Summer in coming, its spring tomorrow and I am so happy winter is over. This long and deary season has worn me out with fear and ( Read more... )

To Do List ( Read more... )

It's sorta funny that my Dog and My Grandparents are my only immediate Friends. Everyone else is miles away and busy in their own little worlds. Not Ruby and My Grandparents...They always have time for me, and are always happy that I am there ( Read more... )

You know what's funny?
I actually believed in you.
You know what's sad?
Is how this all could end
You know what I want?
For Love to Pull Through

It's not as if any of this matters.
Why can't you see it all happening?
It's not as if You really cared.
Why can't you just get admit you're scared?
It's not as if I have any Pride
Why can't we just move ( Read more... )

So after a long talk with Anna I've decided (for now..anyone that knows me knows this will change indefinately) that I can 3 choice ( Read more... )

So I've been slacking on here...Sue me ( Read more... )

So I found a great website that I might change to my homepage...findarticles.com is fantastic ( Read more... )

I'm at school...I am in the comuputer lab waiting for my 12 o'clock class ( Read more... )