So maybe I had it "un-right" I wont say wrong bc It was a Full proof plan...just, nobody played along ( Read more... )

So once again I find myself torn in two....

Upon returning home from one of the weirdest days to date for I had to deal with some domestic ruckus. Cris invited me to a movie with him and Perly. Although Cris was probably going to pay for me this wasn't a "date" he had just come over the night before to see a movie and earlier last week he was ( Read more... )

Highs...

*Made money
*Didnt have a hang over
*Woke up next to Cris
*Christmas Rocked!

Lows...
*Had to Close the bar at Work
*Didnt make THAT much money
*Woke up next to Cris on the bathroom floor.
*Bengals
*Shitty Tippers

Physical ( Read more... )

I really did believe. I thought you would come put presents under my tree and eat the cookies I so carefully laid out for you to find ( Read more... )

You know...I really thought I was at my wits end. I thought I was going to be faced with a choice of right and wrong, needs and wants. But I wasnt. Its great.

Cris came over. I wasnt finished getting ready yet. Wrapping presents and having my almost 2 yr old lab throw up on the steps kept me busy. He showed up in a nice sweater and dress shoes ( Read more... )

Last night was the first time I felt weird around Cris. We layed in my bed and watched The Island...which is incredibly TOO MUCH running. Damn those kids run lol. Anyhow I knew we couldnt have sex so my drive was ZERO. I guess I just feel betrayed by Cris. I feel like I trusted him with the most secret part of me and now he wants nothing to do with ( Read more... )

HIGHS:

91% on my group dynamics quiz
88% on my psych test
94% on my math test
Gotta Snuggle Bear from Cris
Got my oil changed in 45 mintues, no wait
Got to spend time alone with Cris
Made it to work on time
Emily is coming to see me
Someone gave me the rest of their cigarettes when I ran out
I bought myself a break from reality

LOWS:

Group ( Read more... )

Why do I even bother sometimes? I spent alot of energy last night looking good to go see King Kong. I knew baout the premise of the movie so I thought Curling my hair and doing my face up and wearing high heels while showing off my newly defined calves(at school...theres alot of steps) and All I got was a

"wow youre dressed up. I feel like a sha- ( Read more... )

Ok...been awhile ( Read more... )