A shadow of suspcious souls clutched tightly, a pack of cigarettes broken in half, and a group of scandals to make the living worth living. Heavy shoulders anticipating to be fed with answers, answers which they will never understand. Your near and I'm far sighted, theres no difference because at the end of the day were just blind.

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she's jealous of me because I got the cracker and cheese, she's like home girl please you ain't got nothing on me.

Why is it now that it is so hard for me to breathe? A lost of bravery fallen into a pool of agony, struggling to make its way to the top; so lost it makes it easy to float back when you've given up. A jolly feller came to me with words of wisdom just a couple of days ago. He sang a lovely tune about my outer/inner beauty," sweet child of mine, you ( Read more... )

Speak only the truth, but whisper the hate. Eat with your mouth open, but only spill the bitter. Hold me with  a strand of thread while consuming the prosperity. Inhale my words, exhale the false, leave me tame. Watch my movements as I tell a story to those who only understand what its really like being different. Close your eyes, hold your ( Read more... )

The most precious time of year, and a special time where I am damn lucky.

but I'm still depressed.

Pain lies beneath my skin as I continue to suffer from humanity. Inhaling unfaithful words of those who are cunning and dismantle. Speak to me with curiosity, as you rush to announce to all. Walking with such joy in my soul, as my skin melts with lies that I have ever said. Dig myself a humble hole to remind myself who I am, and what  I have become ( Read more... )

If I were to complain about my insanity I would run and hide first. Slowly crawl to the nearest  dug out push myself in, then count to negative ten and assume that its okay to climb out. Times ticking, procastination increases as I hesitate with frustrations while I hear the garralous talks of other. Everyday my struggle seems to grow even more, ( Read more... )

Some times I forget my pass word to these in devious sites. Always searching for the right and wrong answers and figuring out the meanings of what is okay to believe. I am afraid to leave my brothers room, leaving my sleepless dog all alone is pretty sad. On a lovely Saturday, left alone home with a stack of school work to do. I quietly laugh at my ( Read more... )

My words stay sober and self tamed. I speak the unknown and its left me grieving. I write to you with hidden thoughts, while I check you with my blind spot. I question if my insanity has took me to a place where it has left you not wanting more, but I slowly wheel you in with my eclectism. Where is the fun in your eyes as you tell a story with such ( Read more... )

I am the bitterness of the earth that won't seem to fall and start over. I inhale the sober words of the broken, and exhale the problems. The company of other souls, seem to have trouble my identity, The complications of full filling the words of being happy seem to have failed. Clasp hand, mouth shut, ears plugged, but my eyes are wide opened. ( Read more... )