I know I come of bitchy at first, its because I don't let anybody get to know me, once I begin to feel like you have good intentions. Heres a mega intense list of why I am this person:

I know I'm concieted, I gotta admit I think I'm cute but I get sick of myself real easily, you don't even know I can't stand myself at times. I guess I get so full of ( Read more... )

I know I've been m.i.a, but its just that I prefer to be by myself and curl myself into a ball until I'm ready to release my bundles of joy. Heres a secret, I chose to keep my distance from all of you. If only you could know the things that goes on in my head. Me being crazy and bitchy is nothing compare to the stuff inside my head. So much ( Read more... )

I dont know what to say anymore guys. No more of that freaky mind shit thinking, my souls finally been free. I let go and every things been chilled. I have been getting into dumb shit, but I ended everything and stayed sober. I'm still not the happiest person in the world but I still manage to keep a smile on. Yeaaa its summer but all I've been ( Read more... )

The triggers been pulled and it aims for its target, but this time it missed. It tries again the second time, and it finally hits. Pain and aggravation begins to pour out, but all you feel is irritation and misunderstood. Oh sweet child, not feeling so sweet anymore are ya? The road of fortune is way out of your league, but the road of misbehave ( Read more... )

wheres my train of thought?

 I've layed a side my thoughts and put the ones in consideration in a special place of my mind. Spreading love to the world won't work if I can't spread love to those around me. Speaking the truth won't work if I can't speak the truth myself either. I can't feel free if I know somethings holding me back, but the thing is I know whats holding me ( Read more... )

Its official the worlds gone crazy. Or its just me? Am I the only one that realized that americas nothing but a greedy place to live in? Well I can't really say much because the only thing I'm doing to save the world is not eating meat and recycling shit. Maybe the world stopped caring because were all gonna die anyways right? Seriously fuck the ( Read more... )

To the beat love you don't stop.
You sit there and think about your animosity,
what you should really be thinking about is your philosophy.
You flow so smooth you act so hard, but yet alone your a retard.

i spent the whole day mis-using my class time. there
 was a lot more but i'm not sure if i should post it up.

A dollar for your heart, a nickel for ( Read more... )

 Breathing one breathe at a time. Taking two-step at a time; then pausing to see if the crease on the shoe has found a friend. Checking my finger nails for something tangy. Checking my face for something shady. Negative one, negative two, positive one, positive two; can you guess my transparency? It’s the after shock, the feeling that won’t go away ( Read more... )

Let got, set sail, be free. I have taken it upon myself to finally let go. The sweet smell of summer breeze has finally pulled me away. Floating on thick air with a hand filled with love. In hale, exhale, and collapse. The intoxication of these vibrant colors, just made me feel twice the love. Oh sweet child of mine tell me the chaos ends here. ( Read more... )