watch it burn, watch it fly....

[patrickplaytime]

quite obviously you dont understand me; or addicts enough to realize that we always miss and want to get fucked up again. it doesnt mean im going to go out and get royally fucked or get back on drugs..  idk what the fuck your issue is but i dont need another person looking through my comments and shit to see what im talking about...if we such good

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[okayshawna]

i most definitely don't "go through your conversations". i always keep my Mozilla Firefox on no style so i can see everything on myspace and that immediately stood out to me. i think you over-reacted a great deal to what i said about the rehab thing, which is why i deleted your comment. i didn't want anyone or Steve asking me questions about why you seemed irritated or mad. it probably would of been best to keep it in messages. i just don't like my problems being displayed, so i apologize for deleting your comment but that was why.

i'm sorry if i pissed you off. i was just concerned? i don't understand why you're getting angry over it. and i don't think anything at all between us has changed, i'm still here to listen at any point in time and i'm sorry if you feel that I don't listen the same way I use to.

sorry. i just don't want to see you in the position you were this past winter. i've made comments like that before and you've had no issue with that, so i don't understand the huge deal now.

[patrickplaytime]

wow. okay see this is why just another reason i hate my brain so much or i dont know these things and i get mad. honestly why i got mad was because it felt so bitchy when it wasnt out of poor character it was out of care. i know that you dont want to see me like that again, and i didnt even think of that when she talked to me it wasnt a big deal but i can see how another person that cares so much would do that. and i just want us to be unfighting, no not that. were not fighting we havent fought before he arent going to consider this a fight now were talking to eachother...thats not a fight really. were just expressing ourselves which is perfectly displaying a healthy friendship. your my giirl. <3 i love you. always and forever. "its not a fight again its not a misunderstanding either, we just talking with strong emotion." <3

[okayshawna]

and i miss you tremendously, by the way.
please don't give up on me.

[patrickplaytime]

oh god baby! dont you EVER EVER think i would do that. im not just saying that either. i was a wreck before and i didnt give up on myself, i consider you perefectly normal...and a great great great friend. i would never ever again do that to you. you deserve the stars giirl. dont say that..it makes me sad, because it sounds like it wasnt the first time you have seen or felt someone give up on you. <3
i wont i promise.