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i haven't used this site in a very long time...im not sure why..i just seemed to drift away from it for some reason. i dont know if its because i dont like alot being displayed or telling anyone but for a reason i feel like its not. i always seem to blog or use this journal account when something is depressing me or whatever other ( Read more... )

fuck my convo got exed out of but basically zakk's fucken little bitch is goign to come see me on friday at my bffls house to "beat my anerexic ass in".

aww how cute. she's just another scum bag. i cant wait to go to placement for her.

BRING IT CUNT!

now its so apparent that it was so last summer ( Read more... )

 no its fine, and you do need to talk about some things i just wish you didnt make it so public, it wouldve been better...i still like for you to tak to me about these things just no so open so my other friends/aquantences (most of them are that) see that and are like wow they talk behind my back becaseu things do get misinterpreted, i think we ( Read more... )

quite obviously you dont understand me; or addicts enough to realize that we always miss and want to get fucked up again. it doesnt mean im going to go out and get royally fucked or get back on drugs..  idk what the fuck your issue is but i dont need another person looking through my comments and shit to see what im talking about...if we such good ( Read more... )

 with every new sunrise, i can feel how much it gets harder. and last years season; i know you werent a liar. im afraid that all that has built up to the present, that a future is not even in able to happen. and i hate, how this is getting the best of me...and i cant get you out of me head still..this is just the time for you come back to beach ( Read more... )

hellagheyson (11:58:50 AM): ummm why the fuck did you send me that message

x50044529 (11:59:05 AM): what message?

hellagheyson (11:59:20 AM): umm the one where you bitch at me like crazy

hellagheyson (11:59:24 AM): puiece of shit

x50044529 (11:59:33 AM): who the fuck are you ..you dumb cunt..

hellagheyson (11:59:50 AM): umm zakk you stupid faggot

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lay awake and let my body flow through whats numb. suffocate myself from lack of any oxygen to the brain. and cut to bleed and stay up late. watching shows made for the common innocent preteen. drawing pictures of rape, discomfort, gore, ripping organs, and undead past. writing lyrics that will seem to never get played, and writing poems that mean ( Read more... )

we have opened up a box that now made me completely fixed on the harsh reality. its burnt into every inch of my brain, and i cant get the sleep, and i cant clean out the sheets in my mind. in this recent summer, we were an empire, now were ripped out more than any violence. drenched and on fire. the past still rotting in and out and not barely ( Read more... )